Sometimes I think about the gifts I’ve received from the universe, and I ask, “why me?”
Of all the places to start my life, I was born in Southern California to two loving parents. I’ve connected with so many amazing people. I’m basically living my dream life.
Yeah, I’ve worked hard for many of these blessings… But I’ve heavily relied on the universe to guide me. It often feels more like I’m surrendering to divine will than acting from my own agency.
I guess I’m forgetting that I grew up with chronic pain and depression. I’ve got plenty of my own trauma.
But who doesn’t?
Even having a shot to play on this wonderful spinning hunk of dirt and water is a godsend.
So I ask again, why me?
Did I really earn this somehow through a karmic cycle of rebirth? Is it all just inexplicable chaos?
Who the hell knows.
All I know is, I’m happy as fuck to be here. And I’m gonna do my best to help my loved ones be happy, too.
And when I put it that way…
I’m starting to think that was the universe’s plan for me all along.
-W¥
❤️🔥 love to see you thrive! and you are fully deserving